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[Saturday June 5th, 2004 2:08pm] my new livejournal is www.livejournal.com/~whoa_101 go there! Wanna bang?

[Saturday June 5th, 2004 1:07pm] [ mood | bored ] Frozen- Madonna You only see what your eyes want to see How can life be what you want it to be You’re frozen When your heart’s not open You’re so consumed with how much you get You waste your time with hate and regret You’re broken When your heart’s not open Chorus: Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart Mmmmmm, we’d never be apart Mmmmmm, give yourself to me Mmmmmm, you hold the key Now there’s no point in placing the blame And you should know I suffer the same If I lose you My heart will be broken Love is a bird, she needs to fly Let all the hurt inside of you die You’re frozen When your heart’s not open Wanna bang?

[Friday May 28th, 2004 4:16pm] [ mood | -just.BLAH.- ] hmh today was an okay day. i almost cried this morning cuz.... hmh better not get into that. paul- i really hope yur not mad at me... and then i <3 kathryn. yah i know im a bad lier but yu also know that something was up. thanks so much for everything!!   poem- kathryn i seriously found it on the internet. why cant i just dissapear forget all the things that were once all near --ecsape from the love that is taped to my heart take the seams out and make a fresh start free, from the people who i knew once cared and listen to the stories i heard them once share --make me invisable clear to the sky and asking myself: me? and why? surrounded by darkness but thats teenage life thin as the vains that once saw a knife --stress is too much but carry it away cuz we all have learned, that tomarrows just another day later- xox. linds yes please!(11) Wanna bang?

[Wednesday May 26th, 2004 9:58pm] just a quick funny picture before i go to bed tonight   Wanna bang?

[Thursday May 20th, 2004 4:34pm] [ mood | aggravated ] hmh, weird day. pyles made gay rules. ABBOTT PEOPLE: COMMENT ON HOW GAY YOU THINK THE NEW "RULES" ARE!!   ne wayz, it was a weird day. band- boring but i cant  wait till this saturday when we go to cedar point!! gosh im so bored- but yesterday was sooo much fuN! i <3 yu guys!! kathryn and i had girl talk and paul wanted to know what we were talking about... wanna know paul? TAMPONS! hahal lol we biked to dairy queen and jets and subway (<3) kathry and i split a 6' sub and we still had room for bread sticks from jets and then ice cream. we saw a 2 yr older version of allen the bird ballen.... (bower) lol how funny. and then we went back to my house. that was fun. we went on ebaumsworld.com and she showed kathryn the chicken dance. i think we;re all scared for life fro, that one. lone behold kathryn and i start doing the real chicken dance in my garage. tahtwas the best. love you kathryn! then brad had to go :( so the 3 of us played basket ball (shoot the J! shoot it!) thats always fun. and then kathryn and i went inside and ate dinner. then she had to go :(  i biked with her to greer road. i made really big skid marks from the bike on the side walk and on my drive way. thats always cool. on tuesday at soccer we played the boys team agian. that is so much fun! haha ne ways then after, val rita stephanie andt i played with the boys a lil more cuz we were getting picked up later. thats what im doing today. i make friends with this kid named nick. hes a 7th grader who goes to clifford smart. hes so funny. hmh, we have a game this sunday at 2:00 drake...so come!! betcha we're gona win! we kick ass girls!! <3 yu hmh, so now im off to soccer again... cant wait! lol didnt think i'd say that rite?! wrong. lol <33 --L      --I          --N     --D --S   yes please!(4) Wanna bang?

UpDaTE [Wednesday May 19th, 2004 9:27am] [ mood | hopeful ] Alrighty so now im in the media center and im really bored as an aid. So I decided to come down here and write in my live journl. Yesterday: 1st – 3rd hr boring but I skipped 3rd hr cuz I was bored and there was a sub 4th just notes 5th hr- played games cuz it was mrs.dunbars bday!! Fun fun 6th hr we had a sub and she was really bitchy 7th hr just fiddler hmh on Monday night I went to see the detriot shock play the internation china basketball team. They all look alike! And we won. ACCNESS DENIED. When we got up to go get food, Allison and brad wanted a share a pizza so we went to get the pizza and this guy working ther was like (saying this to me) “give her a cup before she goes crazy!” and I don’t even know him! Needless to say, I was burned  and yesterday at soccer- its always fun to vs. the boys. Its good practice for us. Cant wait til Thursday to vs. them again. We have a game this weekend. Sunday at drake. I think it’s a 2:00 game, like they always are. Wow, im really bored and kinda confused. Just about life. I think things too far in advanced, and theyre always too complicated. Hmh…. Whatever. today im going to dairy queen with brad and kathryn and paul. this should be fun! the cell wil be on tonight. xox. linds Wanna bang?

[Sunday May 16th, 2004 7:58pm] [ mood | content ]  8th World Wonder- Kimberly Locke   Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do. Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you. The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known. But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong. You're love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. Wanna bang?

kathryn hurrrrrrr...im so white [Sunday May 16th, 2004 10:27am] [ mood | crazy ] heyy kathryn herrr i spent the night at lindsey house!! first one to sleep at her dad's house!! tehe it was fun hahha we played with the makeup....lets just say we'll have pics in a lil while...good fun...good fun we watched how to deal..lindsey fell asleep cuz she's already seen it like 3 times...hahah and i actually cried during it! it was good.... thennn we went to bed and wat did i wake up to? cody's breath in my face! haha its ok though...shes so cute it didn't matter and now we're here...chillin in her basement haha its been ssoooo muchh funnnn we're gonna go down to the lake later today... THE SUNDAY AFTER SCHOOL GETS OUT WE'RE HAVING A GRADUATION PARTY AT LINDSEY'S DAD'S HOUSE...DON'T MISS IT!! ^^yes she told me to write that! im not inviting yu w/o her consent lol okie dokie comment on the page bc yu luv us soo much!! <3 kb and linds Wanna bang?

[Friday May 14th, 2004 9:09am] [ mood | bored ] alrighty, im in seiss' room right now and im aiding. chris g is another aid but hes looking for a missing student in this class. but not spencer p cuz hes alwayz in class.  lol (cant you tell he wrote that) lol, anyways, im really bored and the sub is mrs. bush's daughter and she used to be one of the workers in kidz klub (in elemantary school) and she reconized me.. that was pretty cool wow im really bored  and im not supposed to be on so i hav to go like pretty soon kathryns comin over this weekend to sleep over at my dads hosue and then we r chillin sunday. the only ppl that have been to my dads house is brad. shelby and someone else saw it but they havnt been inside it yet. kathryn is gona be the first OFFICAL person besides me and my brother and my dad to sleep over at my dads house.. whoo hoo!! i love that girl forever and alwayz lol, yeah tonight im gona go to c lion king at the Masonic Temple Theatre, its gona b awesome then saturday im going to scotts soloman's bar mitzvah with brad and his friend from hockey. his name is kyle then kb and the sleepover later- xox. linds .xox Wanna bang?

QuOTez FrOm -->DaShBoArD<-- [Wednesday May 12th, 2004 5:23pm] [ mood | mellow ] These cuts are leaving creases Trace the scars, fit the pieces   I heard that you were home again, but you don't look like your back to me With your focuses changing your gaze is transfixed on a point that I can't often see   though the sparkle is gone, the smile is in place so that everyone watching can see   Hold it now you've got everyone convinced that your alright when no one else is quite as vulnerable   I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same Hard luck, you’ve been trying to tame   But, you’re chasin’ the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing   Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all  ((Dashboard)) [[<33]]   hhmm stuff to think about.. all 4 now...   xox. linds yes please!(1) Wanna bang?

HmH DeEp [Tuesday May 11th, 2004 9:16pm] [ mood | Content- Im thinking..deep ] omg soccer was soo much fun today. when we were streching i think krista called val : valerina and she got so mad,it was jokingly tho, and then we started to think of nick names for her and mine is "bam-bam" it was "val-val" but taht was stupid. so ne wayz we scrimmaged the boys team agian and they got cheap shots on us and scored. there was this really good kid on the team named dewan and he did all thesee moves and stuff and when he tried to get around me one time, he faked a move and i wasnt paying attention and didnt move so he plowed me over. it was pretty funny, we both fell and were like "ru okay" and i was kinda hurting after i was tripped and twisted my ankel, but im a trooper, and the same kid, alyssa kochan tripped him and he had the ball between his legs while he was on the ground and she was trying to kick it and heeled him in the balls. it was pretty funny cuz when he got up she started yelling at him. we played really well. so did the boys too. and then my mom was late to pick me and my brother up so i played with the boys somemore. i made afriend. his name is nick. he goes to clifford smart. hes a funny kid. he reminded me so much of like a combination of all my guyfriends. it  was pretty cool. ne wayz, hmh   today: 1-3 hr- boring lunch. ne one who was sitting with me kathryn rachel anna know the story,... about softball! lol 4-5 hr. boring 6th hr funniest stuff! i love you hannah! haha working with evan and kale is the best! CERIOUS CLOUDS ARE whipy! says kale. and then we were making fun of ***** some more.. like at lunch. wow that was fun. its so easy to make fun of him. lol hmh im really bored and im going to bed. i hav been having very interesting/deep dreams... one was about my papa. it was soo weird. so it was me, my mom and someone else next to me and him. i was the only one who would see him, and he was looking at me the whole time listeing teo what i was saying to my mom. i was the only one who knew he was there. and he coulndt talk. so i tried to block him out of my vison when i was talking to my mom but i couldnt and i started crying, and she didnt know why, and when i started to explain to her why i was crying, he dissapeard. i wanted to wake up and cry. i hate it how sometimes i really wanna cry, but i dont, or i cant. ugh. ne wayz, i really miss my papa, its like im still expecting phone calls from him telling me taht he loves me and hopes to see me soon, and a funny joke to end the call. i know you never get to do it, but i never got to say good bye, just keep living like nothing happend i gues, cuz nothing that i do or say or how much i wanna cry for him will bring him back.....   wow- going to be now -*-Linds-*- yes please!(1) Wanna bang?

[Monday May 10th, 2004 5:02pm] [ mood | confused ] to whoever was commenting on my live journal about soccer- if what you want out of me is an apoligy, then here: im sorry. i dont understand what i have done wrong, considering that i was commenting on how the TEAM did great...when i write in my live journal. i seriously dont mean for it to be hurtful to anyone.. some girls read this and take it the wrong way and then automatically punish me for what i said, not asking me what it really meant. some things i say may come out diffenent than i entend them to be understood.. yes please!(5) Wanna bang?

-- xXxXxXxXxX -- [Saturday May 8th, 2004 10:00pm] to all my soccer teammates who hav read comments from my "secret admirer" lol- thx for being supportive (erica and rita)    ne wayz that was a short one cuz i just read another comment from w/e bitch that keeps postin shit on my livejournal.. soccer tomarrow- this should b interesting yes please!(2) Wanna bang?

[Friday May 7th, 2004 10:30pm] [ mood | angry-comment/happy- good day ] wel, i found out that i cant talk about soccer any more because i get asked questions about why i wrote something that was meaning less, or i look conceeded, and then i get bitched at some more from ppl that r too fukcing stupid to come up and talk to me about it to my face, w/e its their problem that they want to know what goes on in my life, and then comments on it like they would change things... today after school i went to dairy queen with rj and picked up roses or my mom and then we went to brads house and then rj had to leave when i was making ramen noodles and then when rj left we finished watching drum line and then we went on the tramp and kept playing basketball with steve knoblock, that kid is so funny, him and max bought night crawlers at the party store and we had races with them and then when paul wasnt looking we put one in his shoe, it was soo funny ok and now im back and im going to sleep cuz i hav to go to a bar mitzvah serivice tomarrow moring and then my brother has a soccer game and then i am chilling out for while and then sunday im going to my soccer game (ask me in person if yu wann kno how it went so i dont get bitched at again) until then, ill b thinking- and reflecting -Linds yes please!(5) Wanna bang?

LetZ TAlK AboUT it [Thursday May 6th, 2004 8:37pm] [ mood | hApPy-- YeS In DeEd ] the best part about the school day was by far at lunch, besides the fact that like nikita was like hitting on me or w/e and then kathryn and misha eating all of  my candy... LOVE YU KATHRYN!  yu sexy pants... lol basketball was so fun. i love that sport, along with soccer, speaking of soccer when we wer practicing (amanda was gettin beat my val.. lmao) there was a boy team practicin on the other half of the e field. so we scrimmaged them. a lot of them r really short. but ne ways, it ended up as a tie 0-0..GO LIGHTING! I <3 YU GIRLS! ne wayz, our team is gettin really good! and its so much fun! b4 soccer brad came over and we shot hoops and nick was ther but he wanted me to play hockey and i was like 'nuh uh, i dontplay hockey!playing hockey for me would b like playing basketball with ur eyes closed for yu" and he took 2 shots with his eyes closed and he made both of them... ugh the st. maryz fair is at may 28 to the 1st i really wanna go so clear ur calanders!! xox. thats all for now, i gota take a shower much love- xox. linds .xox Wanna bang?

stayin up all night.... theres a place... [Wednesday May 5th, 2004 8:24pm] [ mood | curious ] the day was boring so after the half day brad came over and we hung out for a while and we watched "anger management" and then like 15 minutes from the end rj comes and we finish the movie and go outside and play bball and that was fun, it was rj and i against brad, and he was a close game,. shows how much rj and i suck... lol i was scared for life when rj came over. to tell you, i need to demonstrate. ne wayz, and then when brad got home, we talked online and we had a kinda deep convo, and my mom brought my starbucks home (dude, i love starbucks!) and then outa no where this thing pops up for a message that i coudl recieve and its from this kid named brad that supposivly goes to west hills but it turns out he doesnt, and he knew my name and he knew my name!and at first i thought it was sloan, but it ended up that it wasnt cuz he was talking to erica too, and he was claiming that he heard that i was hot and wanted a picture, and my mom thinks that its zak baker, cuz in the begining of the year he wanted to b friend with me and then he never replied and then after oliver he put his arm around me, so maybe hes trying to talk to me thru this, but that would b stupid for him considering all the shit he put me thru and crap, but ne wayz, it was weird and now im updating wow, im really bored- illpost a poem and lyrics and stuff and ur picture hangs by a thread near my soul just keep tellin myself that i'll never let yu go yu said yu'd never leave my side promises i always keep and hide i say to myself everyday "in my heart is where yu'll stay" race through my mind, and back one more time cuz every other minute, im reminded... ur mine   - i may not say it half as much as i should, but when i say i love you, baby that means for good- (this i swear nick lachey)   till next time... much love    xox. i <3 brad (not my stalker brad.. lol) .xox /-/-/-/-***LindS***-\-\-\-\   Wanna bang?

stayin up all night.... theres a place... [Wednesday May 5th, 2004 8:24pm] [ mood | curious ] the day was boring so after the half day brad came over and we hung out for a while and we watched "anger management" and then like 15 minutes from the end rj comes and we finish the movie and go outside and play bball and that was fun, it was rj and i against brad, and he was a close game,. shows how much rj and i suck... lol i was scared for life when rj came over. to tell you, i need to demonstrate. ne wayz, and then when brad got home, we talked online and we had a kinda deep convo, and my mom brought my starbucks home (dude, i love starbucks!) and then outa no where this thing pops up for a message that i coudl recieve and its from this kid named brad that supposivly goes to west hills but it turns out he doesnt, and he knew my name and he knew my name!and at first i thought it was sloan, but it ended up that it wasnt cuz he was talking to erica too, and he was claiming that he heard that i was hot and wanted a picture, and my mom thinks that its zak baker, cuz in the begining of the year he wanted to b friend with me and then he never replied and then after oliver he put his arm around me, so maybe hes trying to talk to me thru this, but that would b stupid for him considering all the shit he put me thru and crap, but ne wayz, it was weird and now im updating wow, im really bored- illpost a poem and lyrics and stuff and ur picture hangs by a thread near my soul just keep tellin myself that i'll never let yu go yu said yu'd never leave my side promises i always keep and hide i say to myself everyday "in my heart is where yu'll stay" race through my mind, and back one more time cuz every other minute, im reminded... ur mine   - i may not say it half as much as i should, but when i say i love you, baby that means for good- (this i swear nick lachey)   till next time... much love    xox. i <3 brad (not my stalker brad.. lol) .xox /-/-/-/-***LindS***-\-\-\-\   Wanna bang?

[Tuesday May 4th, 2004 4:07pm] [ mood | hopeful ] today was such a boring day 1st hr- "go natalie go!" lmao paul and brad that was the funniest--2nd hr- listened to music as i "aided"--3rd hr-quiz --4th hr michigan trivia...boring--5h hr- chilled -- 6th hr- test-- 7hr- now that was fun. my family is abbas, jay and bianca wasson. that was soo funny (gota b ther) ne wayz: and my reflection on the wall shows my hopes and dreams are small my mirrior shows that my heart bleeds your picture still held close to me im just no name, i just no face im just so lost, its just a waste presses on glass, i cant get thru its not all clear, i cant see  |x| y.o.u |x|     and lyrics: To every broken heart in here Love once a part but now its disappeared She told me that it's all part of the choices that you make Even when you think you're right you have to give to take But there's still tomorrow forget the sorrow And I can be on the last train home Watch it pass the day as it fades away No more time to care no more time too late (But we sing) If we're goin nowhere (Yeah we sing) If it's not enough (And we sing) Sing without a reason To ever fall in love I wonder if you're listening Picking up all the signals sent back from within Sometimes it feels like I don't really know what's going on Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here But there's still tomorrow forget the sorrow And I can be on the last train home Watch it pass the day as it fades away No more time to care no more time too late (But we sing) If we're goin nowhere (Yeah we sing) If it's not enough (And we sing) Sing without a reason To ever fall in love tomorrow is an early release! yay! i think brad is comin over cuz he doesnt hav hockey tomarrow... god... its all about hockey lol i swear! ne wayz bored... i'lll update later maybe after soccer   xox. linds .xox Wanna bang?

-/-/-/-/The-Day\-\-\-\- [Monday May 3rd, 2004 5:52pm] [ mood | blank ] wow, what a  boring day. 1st hr- same ol same ol 2nd hr- talked with lauren and hannah as i was bringing a referal to the office i love you lauren! and i love hannah so FUCKING much! lol insider 3rd hr- spaced off- i hav no clu wat we're doin 4th hr- note check 5th hr- read 6th hr- review for test tomarow that im gona fail 7th hr- same thing as always- fidder   wow, ive never been this bored. lol friday im going w/ paul to brad and brandons hockey game they're playin eachother. we were gona go tonite but paul has hockey (when do guyz ever NOT hav hockey!!! im serious!!) and so if yu wanna come with us... yu welcome to! pleeze do! how fun!? then we could go out afterwards or something im listening to this really good cd that zach t. gave to me.. hez my bud! (6th grder) i wanna find lyrics to this one song, but i duno the name of it also watching this movie called "Enough" its with jlo and her abusive husband and she runs away so he cant find her and then she comes back to the house and beats the crap outa him and kills him (he was gona kill her and their daughter) **kathryn call me about 'matt' or 'mark' or w.e his face is.. and what the deal is!! im SOOO excited!!** xox. Linds .xox i <3 brad yes please!(1) Wanna bang?

soccer game(continued) [Sunday May 2nd, 2004 4:05pm] [ mood | relaxed ] I LOVE BIANCA KAKOS! ok my soocer game- we played this waterford travel team (we're a lakes area team) and so we thought we would get killed.  so coach put me on defense, closest to the goalie. i was liek a 2nd goalie. we kicked ass, and even tho i was the farthest player back nearest to the goal, i was the one that took all the corner kicks, i kicked 3 in the first half, and we could've scored on all of them, (in practice last week when i was takin corner kicks, i scored!)but then like 5 minutes into the 1st half they got a cheap shot on us, and it was 1-0. i was pissed. so then it was the 2nd half and i played the same position, and within the first 10 minutes we scored so it was tied. so then i was sooo happy and we were playing great, and then i started to get cramps:( so coach pulled me out and i played forward. then they scored on us again. and then we scored agian. so it was tied again. 2-2 and then when i was forward i could've scored twice, once the goalie got it and the other one was when i kicked it and some fat girl got in my way.. lol but we tied, and that was really good for us considering that they are a travel team and they have been practicing more and longer than we have and it was our first game of the season, after only 2 weeks or so of pracitce. GREAT JOB LADIES! our next game is this sunday at 2:00 drake again,   ne wayz, thats all for now mite go to dq with rj later... xox. linds <3 yu brad! yes please!(5) Wanna bang?

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